I missed week 10.
Guess what? I’m human. Woahhh. Whata concept.
I think a lot of people think I lead a sunshine and roses life because that is what I post about. There is too much negativity in this world and I never want to add to it or get consumed by it. I choose what I post strategically to help motivate and bring people up. I am not bragging and showing off. Hope you have figured that out by now.
So – the real me.
Yes, I am still annoyingly positive and upbeat. MOST of the time. But I go through life just as everyone else does and it’s not always great. That is OK. And healthy. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. Because that it what makes us grow and become stronger people.
I had a bad week. Ever had one of those when shit just hits the fan? When it rains it pours kinda thing?
Taking on way more than I can handle has always been my downfall. It’s hard to say no. Especially when I enjoy it, something more could lead from it, and I truly think I can mange it into my crazy schedule. Sometimes I feel like I am purposely torturing myself!
I have also experienced an extreme amount of change within the past year. Sometimes I can’t even handle it. I get physically and mentally exhausted by trying to keep my life from spiraling out of control. And sometimes I spiral. And when I don’t sleep well – I get sick. Like really sick. Down for the count!
There was no motivating me to blog. Let alone type or take a photo or heck – even think! I felt so sick I could barely get outta bed. I had SOOO much on my “to do” list that that alone gave me more anxiety just fueling to the fire. Sometimes I just need a mental break. Check out. Gather myself. Focus on health. And I come back with a vengeance!! Gotta make up for lost time, eh?
Perhaps take a peak at my year so far and you’ll get exhausted too 😉
Cheers to being human!